So I was working on another piece of music when I just got frustrated and gave up. Selected something from the wide collection of music from the Audio Portal. Will see if it works out in the end. Don't know why I insist on making the music on my own anyway. Is this a case of slowly maturing into my own style and presentation of music, as it is with all things in life? Or am I simply fooling myself late into the night as I wrack my nerves over something I will never do well enough for my own needs?

Will figure it out eventually. For now, just get the project done and move onto something else. That's what's key at this point. Just getting it done and out of the way. Waited and pondered long enough.